I think they call it writers block

I've tried a million and one times to post, literally. Just today I've sat down and stared at the screen five times, yet I just couldn't get myself to type and I have no idea why. It's strange, to not be able to find the words to say, since I am a very out spoken person and enjoy long talks. I mean, there is plenty to update about but I just couldn't sit down and type it out. Don't get me wrong, I still love blogging whole-heatedly. Well, I suppose since I've taken my sleeping pill I should start getting to the point, I only have but a half hour, maximum.

Let's just start with the overall mood since the last post, shall we?
I've actually been pretty awesome, life is going well. I love my family, friends, God, and life. To be honest, it really is a newer feeling to me. Being so incredibly happy, being able to calm down and live my life. I still have speed bumps here and there obviously, but everyone does. In general I think I've been making progress, starting to grab this depression by the horns and just hang on. I mean, what else are you going to do about it? My Obsessive Compulsive Disorder is still the same though, in some respects I feel like it's getting worse, or maybe I'm just still noticing more of my daily habits correlate to my OCD. I'm not quite sure. Still, everything hasn't gotten too terribly bad. Praise the Lord for that. (:

Lets move on to the Boundary Waters trip!
I feel like such a man when we go up there, really, I do. Stomping through the woods carrying super heavy packs, not showering for five days, being a beast, cliff jumping, all that jazz. I still enjoy it though, I feel like a man a lot of the time anyways. I'm like a.. woMAN. Haha. I'm dumb.
Anyways, moving on. This year I went up with my dad, sister, cousin Kellie, and cousin Leah. Just the five of us. Smaller group than some other years but still fun none the less. It rained two of the four days we were there, which kinda sucked. We were either hopping into the lake or sleeping in the tent all day. We love to read books out loud, taking turns reading. This year we read "And Then There Were None" by Agatha Christie, it was an awesome book. I've been wanting to read a book of hers for a while now, you know, see if I like the author and all that jazz. I was thoroughly impressed! Absolutely loved it. Adored it even. I think I'll look into her Miss Marple series next. We finished the whole book up there, since we had so much down time in the tent.


Ah no, I ran out of time. I'm fading away, sleeping pills says: "Sleep. Now. OR ELSE." Oh well, at least I posted something.


~Sarah-Mae

Whew, what a day

Well, first off I should start by apologizing for not posting sooner. I intended to post more often, honestly. Sometimes things just don't work out, huh?
Lately I've been doing really well, surprisingly... I've gotten out a lot though, which makes my days a lot better. When I go out with my friends nothing else really matters. I can just have fun, like a "normal" teenage girl.

What is "normal"?


I can't get into all of that right now, I'll get back to you on this in a "Society" post. Haha...


I love just hanging out, I could sit around and talk for hours and be totally ecstatic. I don't know... I like and appreciate the little things in life now days, I guess it's becoming a habit of sort. I notice a lot more than the average person, due to my OCD and just the way I am, I suppose. I didn't really... What's the word... Not that I didn't pay attention to the small stuff, I guess I didn't really concern myself with it? It just didn't matter to me. I took things for granted. I took everything for granted. I have learned and I am learning how to notice the "small" things and to really appreciate them. I don't really remember where I was going with this... I'm tired now. Heh heh.
Well anyways. I want to do lots of things in my life. Little and big things such as museum hopping and sky diving. Touring Europe, Asia, etc. Take a road trip, I love driving around. Haha.
If you're interested in museum hopping with me you should definitely let me know. I have to warn you though, I don't do much socializing when I'm at museums. ...I'm a nerd...
I'll take notes... Gawk for a few minutes... Stuff like that... But hey, you're more than welcome to keep me company. If you love me, take me to the Science Museum or like... Fort Snelling... Even the art museum. :p





~Sarah-Mae