Sugar and spice and everything nice

What could be better than this? Tea, microfiber blankets, and SVU? Not much.
I'm watching the Zodiac now... Yeah.. That first sentence was from a loooong time ago. From earlier this evening. Heh heh... I tried guys, I tried. So.. This movie is based off the actual case files, which is pretty intense. The Zodiac killer was really messed up... He changed the way he killed and stuff so it was much harder to predict his actions. He hasn't been caught to this day.. Just this year America's Most Wanted did a thing on him. Scary, huh?

Anyways...

I think I will write a paper on him because although this is really grotesque subject it is also very interesting. 

Ah you guys. I'm so tired right now. I don't feel like posting. I haven't posted in two days and I feel terrible about it. Haha. I'll post something of actual substance tomorrow. I hope.  ._.

I should really post before I go to sleep

Ah well, people come and go... I find it much easier to just not let people in and grow close to them than you have had such good people in my life. I guess you could say it's the "easy way out" again. I have so much love and I am willing to give it, I just wish that others would return said love.. I've been hurt too many times. You know that phrase "It's better to have loved and lost that love than to have never loved."? I'm to the point where I would much rather have never loved, than to have loved and lost that love. Really.

Oh boy, suddenly I feel ill. Probably because it's 12:10 in the morning, I just took my sleeping pill on an empty stomach, I've been staring at this screen just about all day, I'm practically stating at the ceiling light, and I'm listening to this tragic song which I fell in love with. <3

I sit at the computer a lot, for many different reasons. I think I should invest in a pair of computer glasses. They reflect the glare and such which protects your eyes, you're not supposed to get headaches and such. I found some on Amazon for a decent price, and another pair for not so decent. One-hundred dollars. xD

I wanted to make a longer post but I really don't feel the greatest. Oh well, there's always next time.



~Sarah-Mae